Random thought of the day...

It seems that most of the time, doors that we want to open, we have to wait and let Him open. But sometimes I feel like I pile up chairs and ottomans and wardrobes and side tables on my side of the door in order to make Him prove He's powerful enough to open that door. I think I like to demand all sorts of signs from Him to convince me that I can believe Him. Like asking Him to perform a miracle so that He can do a miracle, while in the meantime He could've done the miracle. Fortunately, most of the time He just breathes and sweeps away all of my attempts to shut His power out. But what if, outside of some of the most important doors, He sits on the other side of just waiting me to really trust Him- to remove my tests and just let Him open the doors simply. What if that is all that's stopping the new seasons that He wants to bring???

I don't know...ha, just thoughts...